We all have the times or moments where we have been down on ourselves. We have allowed the world to get to us. We outwardly show inward battles that we are having. For me, when I am dealing with life, I walk with my head down. I do not think it is because I am ashamed of anything or lack a certain level of confidence. Just watching, very literally, where I walk. But it dawned on me that I had some unconscious battles in my heart and head that I was showing outwardly in a way I didn’t even notice. It was while in reflection and the issue of feeling as though I should be where I am was I on the right track.
For the past couple of years, I really questioned myself. Every. Single. Decision. I was making. Was I making the right moves, was I doing the right thing. Even in my mistakes, God works all things together, so it was the right move always. Honestly, I am still in the battle, but this is a life of fighting and battling, I am just now realizing it. I was born to brave.” It’s done. I am on the imperfectly perfect right track. In the words of Lady Gaga, “So hold your head up girl, and you’ll go far.”
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